im sorry i can't be perfect
I'm sorry I can't be perfect.
anything that you like.
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
but I can't keep up this fight.
The one between me and the blade
and how it comes to my wrist.
Can't you see
how hard I am trying to fight this.
You think you are being funny when you make the jokes
but it's hurting me inside.
You laugh at your stupid jokes
but I am crying on the inside.
You think cutting is a whole big joke like it's all right.
You say you cut yourself and you know I am trying not too.
I ask you not too because it hurts me too.
Please don't treat me like a big joke,
you know I love you and it makes me sad to know that you have the blade too.
Please don't hurt yourself it makes me cry
please don't make me lie.
I am sorry I can't be perfect
like you think I am
This perfect mask
I wear was made from my tears
so just let me wear it alone.