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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Ending Dreams
I found out of this life
With my lonely razer and knife

Let me go please i can't take the pain
This pain that crawls through that vein

Let me bleed and leave tonight
And I will be gone and out of sight

Don't keep my memory good friend
I will see you in the end

Don't keep the memories and lies
Because everyone eventually dies

Let the memories die down
So you won't suffer and drown

This is how it should be
Without me

Let it all go away
Please don't make me stay

If you make me stay you are only hurting me
So let the memories go so you can't see

People trying to love and care
Wasn't enough and didn't make it fair

I still feel all the f*cking hits
I still feel like the sh*ty misfit

Leave me alone or kill me
Leave just do it now or leave me be

I tried to stay
But now I feel like I need to go away

I am nothing i am a default
Everything is always my fault

Everyone eventually dies
And it leads to so many cries

So much has happened it won't go away
The past keeps coming back and will stay

I can't stop it but I have tried
Even though I almost died

Can't you see I am hopeless
I don't deserve friends, I am just worthless

Running out of blood, my world goes black
I hope you know I won't be coming back

I am draining myself till I can't stay
Please take these words I have to say:Dear friend

I hope to see you again in the end
Let all this pain

That lives inside you drain
Please forget me

So this pain you won't see
I am sorry but I have to say good-bye
Oh please let go of my memory and don't cry.

5:48 PM ;
reaching for the stars;